Bre Tiesi is getting candid about experiencing postpartum despair after welcoming her firstborn in July 2022.
“I had no management over my psychological state, over my feelings, over my something,” the Promoting Sundown star — who shares son Legendary Love, 1, with Nick Cannon — mentioned on the Tuesday, October 10, episode of the “Not Skinny However Not Fats” podcast. “That was simply intense.”
Tiesi, 32, continued: “You’ll be able to’t cease your self, and I believe that was what makes it so scary. ‘Trigger you’re like, ‘What’s flawed with me? Like, nothing’s flawed. Like, I’ve this lovely child. And why am I crying? And like, I don’t cry. Like, what the hell’s flawed with me?’ Like, you simply can’t get it collectively.”
Whereas Legendary is Tiesi’s solely little one, Cannon, 43, is a father of 12. The Masked Singer host can be father to Moroccan and Monroe, 12, with ex-wife Mariah Carey, Golden Sagon, 6, Highly effective Queen, 2, and Rise Messiah, 1, with Brittany Bell, twins Zion and Zillion, 2, and 11-month-old Lovely Zeppelin with Abby De La Rosa, Onyx, 1, with LaNisha Cole and 10-month-old Halo with Alyssa Scott. Scott and Cannon’s son Zen died of a mind tumor in December 2021. He was 5 months previous.
Tiesi, for her half, didn’t really feel ready when she turned a mother. “All people kinda lies to you about motherhood,” she mentioned on her podcast look Tuesday. “They don’t actually let you know how laborious it’s and every thing that comes with it and all of that. And I believe that I assumed I’d snap again instantly, mentally, bodily, in all methods.”
The Netflix star revealed she was solely six weeks postpartum whereas filming season 6 of Promoting Sundown, throughout which she made her onscreen debut. “I mainly ought to’ve nonetheless been carrying a diaper and at residence,” she recalled.
“After which the pressures of, like, being on TV and being like, ‘What if I say one thing that f–king will get me canceled or ruins me or they edit it [poorly]?’”
In the end, Tiesi mentioned she has “no concept” how she was capable of juggle all of it and thinks she “actually blocked all of it out” — to the purpose the place she doesn’t even “bear in mind … the primary couple months of filming.”
Whereas Cannon and Tiesi have confronted criticism over their non-traditional romance and household — with Selling Sundown star Chelsea Lazkani even calling their relationship “fairly off-putting” — Tiesi stands by her “finest pal,” Cannon.
“It doesn’t matter what folks say about him, he’s individual and he’s man and he steps up,” she mentioned in regards to the actor. “And that’s what’s necessary for my little one.”
Whereas Cannon is a dad of many, Tieisi revealed she doesn’t plan on increasing her brood anytime quickly —“not for a minimum of a pair years.”
“I really feel like the place I’m at proper now in my profession is already so laborious, and I’ve a lot guilt about leaving him in any respect,” she shared on the podcast. “And these lengthy movie days after which precise work, after which balancing the rest outdoors of that, I simply really feel prefer it wouldn’t be honest.”