Love Is Blind’s Jackelina Explains Season 4 ‘Mental Breakdown’

Jackie Bonds
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Homesick. Jackelina Bonds revealed why she actually broke down throughout her and fiancé Marshall Glaze’s Mexican getaway on season 4 of Love Is Blind — and the way she feels now.

“My father, he’s sick,” Jackie, 27, advised Leisure Weekly on Friday, March 24. “He has most cancers, so I’ve to handle him after I go house each weekend. I guarantee that my mother and father are good, the invoice is paid — my dad can’t work no extra. I’ve loads of household stuff that I’ve to are likely to.”

Love Is Blind’s Jackelina Bonds Explains Her Season 4 ‘Mental Breakdown,’ Reveals Why She Felt 'Guilty' During Mexico Getaway

Jackie and Micah
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The dental assistant defined: “Household all the time comes first. And likewise, my brother being launched from jail, it’s like I’ve one other individual to handle.”

Followers first realized of Jackie’s household turmoil throughout episode 4 of Love Is Blind, which is presently streaming on Netflix. Through the “Taking part in With Fireplace” episode, newly engaged couple Jackie and Marshall, 27, explored Mexico as a strategy to get to know one another outdoors the pods.

Their playful lunch date, nonetheless, shortly turned bitter when viewers noticed Jackie begin crying of their resort whereas occupied with her household again house. She famous that she was afraid she’d push Marshall away as a result of her family members aren’t “good” and proceeded to have one other meltdown after locking herself within the toilet.

“My life isn’t for somebody who can’t be as much as par in supporting me, and simply ensuring that you simply perceive my life and figuring out that that is all the time going to be part of me,” Jackie advised EW after followers noticed Marshall attempt to assist her on digital camera. “That was an emotional second for me as a result of I didn’t really feel like, at that second, Marshall was as much as par and prepared for the entire actuality that I’ve again house.”

The fact star additional defined her self-proclaimed “psychological breakdown” through Instagram on Monday, March 27.

“My father on the time was preventing Stage 2 head and neck most cancers [and] had a feeding tube in his abdomen, had the again of his tongue eliminated and had 11 cancerous lymph nodes faraway from his neck just a few months earlier than I filmed the present,” Jackie wrote on the time. “I come house each weekend to ensure I pay his payments, clear the home, and ensure my father and mom are good.”

She confessed: “I felt responsible being glad and having fun with my time in Mexico as a result of my household deserves time away. My ‘psychological breakdown’ in Mexico was all of the feelings of being head of the home, having my household relying on me and having the burden of my feelings and emotions all colliding without delay.”

The Washington resident added that she “will all the time handle my father, most cancers won’t ever take him from me.” Whereas Marshall advised EW on Friday that it was “not my place” to speak about Jackie’s hardships, he revealed he was “glad” he might be there “to assist her via that.”

All-new episodes of Love Is Blind season 4 drop on Netflix each Friday.