
Lindsey Shaw was beforehand hospitalized on a number of 5150 psychiatric holds after overdosing on a mix of medicine and alcohol.
“I couldn’t go away [the facility],” the Fairly Little Liars alum, 34, mentioned in the course of the Wednesday, September 13, episode of her “Ned’s Declassified Podcast Survival Information” podcast with out mentioning when the incident occurred. “So, I overdosed. I remembered feeling so chilly and I used to be, like, scrolling by means of my cellphone on my sofa and making an attempt to be like, ‘Who can I name?’ I went by means of my cellphone 3 times and there was no person that I wished to succeed in out to [or] wished to name.
Shaw defined that she had been taking Adderall drugs “all day” in between ingesting tequila “from the bottle.” She added: “I poured my Xanax prescription out in my hand, plus, like, just a few further drugs that I had, like, mixed bottles for, and I simply went [and poured them all in my mouth].”
Shaw then “blacked out for 2 days” and “I assume” went to Cedars-Sinai Medical Heart in Los Angeles to have her abdomen pumped. “After which after I awakened — on a mattress face-down — in a psychological facility,” she recalled. “The very first thing I did was stand up, like, ‘The place the f—okay [am I?]’ And I am going to the doorways, and similar to a cartoon, two orderlies [grabbed me by each arm] and walked me again in there and I used to be like, ‘Holy s—t, I’ve to remain right here.’”
Shaw additional defined that she “needed to persuade the physician that she was OK” with a view to go away the power after the necessary three-hold was up. Six months later, “it occurred” to the actress once more.
“I acquired my canine taken away for 3 months, like put within the pound, like … I acquired f—ked and it was as a result of I used to be ingesting, like, in public and the cops got here up on me and have been arresting me for that,” Shaw claimed. “However I mentioned, ‘God, f—king take me,’ and they also have been like, ‘That’s extra of a suicide factor than you going to jail.’”
Whereas Shaw confessed that she “calmed down” when the law enforcement officials dropped her off on the psychological facility, she nonetheless obtained a shot of Ativan and Benadryl. “Earlier than I’m even out of cuffs, I bear in mind I begin falling onto the mattress,” she mentioned. “I’m asleep for a day and a half. Additionally they thought I used to be an issue after I got here in [because] I used to be speaking to those cops about what else they wished to do … by the point my episode was over.”
Shaw defined that she was “quarantined” in a room by herself, even claiming that she was not given a “tray for my meals.”
“I bear in mind them telling me, ‘You examined constructive for methamphetamine’ and ‘You possibly can go away,’” she mentioned on the podcast, which she cohosts along with her Ned’s Declassified College Survival Information costars Devon Werkheiser and Daniel Curtis Lee. “So, that was wild, dude. The primary time was insane as a result of … studying again hospital studies, [you see] your abdomen being pumped however you haven’t any thought. Like, you’re gone.”
Werkheiser and Lee, each 32, have been surprised by her admission. Werkheiser, who beforehand dated Shaw after Ned’s Declassified wrapped, additionally opened up about their closing interactions previous to her overdose.
“A number of the instances [I’d] see you, I may simply really feel the f—king ache and the chaos,” he remembered on Wednesday’s episode. “And nonetheless, there’s my pal Lindsey, who I f—king love and I simply need so many good issues for, however f—okay, there’s nothing I [could] do.”
Shaw famous that, on the time, she barely registered she was talking with a “involved” Werkheiser as a result of she was “simply making an attempt to get by.” Her overdose and first 5150 maintain occurred one week later after their meet-up.
Shaw, who has been recognized with borderline persona dysfunction, beforehand revealed that her habit struggles coincided along with her years on Fairly Little Liars. She has claimed that she was let go from the ABC Household (now Freeform) thriller sequence whereas she handled drug and physique picture points behind the scenes.
“Once I had my drug drawback and I used to be in between engaged on stuff, you understand, I might by no means have to deal with my relationship with meals as a result of I used to be all the time like, ‘Oh, I may all the time simply go get extra Adderall,’” she mentioned throughout a July episode of the podcast, noting present creator I. Marlene King didn’t hearth her for her performing skill.
“[I. Marlene was] like, ‘However do you’ve anyone to speak to?’ And I used to be like, ‘Um, no.’ And he or she’s like, ‘We’ll discover any individual, and now we have to allow you to go for now,’” Shaw mentioned on the time, remembering their HR dialog. “It was actually candy as a result of they introduced me again in season 7, and it was so pretty of that writing crew to see that relationship and that character out. However I used to be — that was tough.”
Shaw has since been sober for a number of years and now speaks overtly about her psychological well being and sobriety journeys.
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