Kaitlyn Bristowe Reveals She Skipped Awards Show Due to ‘Panic Attack’

Kaitlyn Bristowe is having a “tough” go following her breakup with Jason Tartick, revealing that “a panic assault” precipitated her to skip the primary annual Folks’s Selection Nation Awards.

“These pics have been all taken right now,” Bristowe, 38, captioned an Instagram put up on Thursday, September 28, which featured 4 photographs — a few of her smiling and one in all her breaking down in tears. “Immediately was tough. However I pushed by way of.”

The previous Bachelorette star, who stored the feedback turned off on her put up, famous that she was set to attend the ceremony, however her “physique had different plans.”

“A panic assault, (I’ve solely had 4 actual ones in my life). Into a light-weight work out to maneuver my physique, a calming facial, hair appointment, and now I simply want relaxation,” Bristowe concluded. “Take heed to your physique. Feelings are wild man.”

Bristowe’s trustworthy put up comes one month after she and Tartick, 34, introduced their cut up after 4 years collectively.

“After sharing the information with household and shut associates first, and taking the time to correctly course of it ourselves, we’re saddened with heavy hearts to share that we now have determined to finish our engagement,” they wrote in a joint Instagram assertion on the time. “We’re grateful for all of you who gave us the time and area to course of this life altering resolution as there are a lot of feelings and modifications to navigate.”

Tartick, for his half, walked the Folks’s Selection Nation Awards purple carpet on Thursday — his first look following their cut up. Whereas on the occasion, the “Buying and selling Secrets and techniques” podcast host revealed that he’ll “all the time have a particular place in my coronary heart” for his ex.

“I hope each Kaitlyn and I are high quality,” he instructed E! Information. “She’s an superior particular person. I’ll for her.”

Tartick added: “Each Kaitlyn and I, we’re working by way of it. All the pieces’s going alright, you already know, daily, there’s highs and lows. These conditions are by no means straightforward.”

Beforehand, Bristowe — who has since unfollowed Tartick on Instagram — defined that “nothing unhealthy occurred” to trigger the pair to go their separate methods.

“Now we have each not made one another a precedence,” she mentioned throughout an August episode of her “Off the Vine” podcast. “And that is what occurs.”

In numerous episodes since then, Bristowe has shared extra emotions in regards to the finish of her engagement, claiming that Tartick “didn’t shield” her from on-line hate after their cut up.

“We talked about defending one another by way of it as a result of, in fact, while you undergo breakups you wish to have your aspect and somebody to have their aspect,” she mentioned on “Off the Vine” earlier this month. “To justify it and say all these items. We actually agreed on defending one another.”

Particularly, Bristowe was referring to a video Tartick shared by way of Instagram that confirmed their canines, Ramen and Pinot, wanting unhappy as he moved out of their house.

“When he was, sort of, leaning into that unhappy — I used to be like, ‘Bro,’” Bristowe added. “It didn’t shield me as a result of it made me appear to be I used to be taking the canines away from him.”